I’m in a bad mood today. I’m just wondering why other people just love dissing others without thinking that they’re hurting them, or they just intend to do it. I’ve been receiving messages that really pissed me off. I don’t know if I would believe those things but hey, won’t people just stop doing this and that and just be content with their lives? I know, X is doing this because X might be true but I won’t believe X either. As I’m saying, I’m sticking to the people I know not to those I do not. I don’t think i’m doing the wrong decision. I just want to play safe. If what X is telling is true, hell to me, I should have listened to her. But as long as, I’m still feeling sound I won’t do it. I’m doing all these for the sake of my threatened happiness. I know, happiness complements sorrow. But not now. I still don’t wanna surrender my happiness just by listening to baseless murmurs. Yea, murmurs totally affects me. I’m just human who get hurt. But still, I insist. I need to rely to people I know. I’m willing to fight for it. Though some tell me that I am obviously being taken for nothing, that I need to get back to reality that this thing is ruining my life.  I still insist that I’ll stick to status quo. Period. Nothing more, nothing less.