**“when I was not looking for love, you gave it to me,

when I was looking for you, so big is the impossibility”

          hey, I constructed this phrase that describe my naunsyaming pag-ibig. Sad as it is, but that’s really is. You sometimes get the desires of your heart but sometimes not. But in the end, you’ll feel happy that you realize it’s not completely the end of the world. Life has to move on. And that’s what I’m doing now. Though I occasionally resent my past, but that’s the natural process of healing. I still have my family – the one who give me unconditiona love. I’m just praying for those people in my past to live life anew. Learn to appreciate and learn to live with it without harshing anyone and without harming themselves. Aaawww, how have I been so romanticist for the past few days!

**Whew! Yes! I’m loving LIFE again. I’m so in love with it. Positive energies are coming in. God has been good to me. I love you all. Ang weird talaga when I feel love or just having a crush. I blush uncontrollably, so it’s obvious. Or it makes my day. Ang weird talaga kasi i don’t choose the people I’d be liking. He may be anyone basta I find something in him kakaiba. Haha, I saw my new crush again. actually every afternoon, sometimes morning. I just like his voice and his eyes. Kilig!

**ALARMED!

After two sems ahead, I’d soon ending my university life. All I can say: ang bilis. I didn’t enjoy that much. I’m expecting that this last year of my being a UPian to be rigorous. So my most probable dilemma is how can I make the remaining acad life in UP enjoyable and productive. Setting schedule might help. And setting objectives to be attained, also. Damn, am I that OC (obsessive compulsive) to detail all what I gonna do? Kewlness.

But hey, what is more alarming is that ain’t prepared yet to face my after-graduation life. I still don’t wanna define more mature roles for myself. See, I’m still a child by heart. I still wanna take adventures, to go beyond the borders, to live illegally. That’d the most definite things I’m taking. Hehe. you know, to say to yourself that at some point in my life I experience those dangers.